Striving for perfection

I'm new to the blogging..

I accept that most of the population in Belgium do understand English.. Im a foreign student studying in Belgium, had to do with anorexia, now bulemic and a bit of EDNOS.. - Eating Disorder Not Otherwise Specified.. more explenations is to come..

I want to keep a journal of my quest to perfection, back to the selfcontrol and to the space i was before.. being thin, happy, perfect.

Im 23, love nature and sing. I love art and all the 'above nature' type of things like pixies, nimphs, fairies.. openly gay and very much obsessed about food and calories and diets and super thin models..